Made a decision

I can do it and I will make it another 4 weeks. I will cut back on what I deal with at work and just learn how to stress less. Jamie has been absolutely amazing at home and mom has been a tremendous help too - she came over yesterday and vacummed the couches!! Baby stuff will be put together when it gets put together and the dishes can sit in the sink all day. I am not doing another thing around the house because it's just too much.

At work, I will do as much as I can from email and people will jut have to learn that I can't do everything. They have been so great so far, so I'm sure things will be fine.

So, as long as the babies and I are doing well enough to work - I will work. I feel good about this decision and I know I can make it.