On the one hand, I'm very excited. I can't wait to see everyone celebrate these babies like we have been for the last 7 months. On the other hand, I just can't wait for it to be over. I'm soo soo tired of hearing mom bitch about what it's costing and what people are going and what people have gotten me and her defending my SIL and talking about when my nephew will be dropped off only to hear me say that I really don't want him there before 330. I think sometimes I just get so overwhelmed by her that I can't take it anymore. She gets herself so involved and I know she means well but it's too much sometimes. I just can't hear her stories anymore about how we need to get the wagon ready for the wishing well and how she'll put a bottle of baby wash in there so that everyone knows that it's the wishing well. Ughh - like people are idiots or something. Then to make things worse, she calls yesterday to give the place the final count and then there was a cancellation from jamie's side of the family and I know she's just going to bitch about it all day long. I love her to death and that's why I never say anything to her, but oh dear lord there is only so much more I can take. I just want to be happy around her and not so moody or pissy, bc I just know she's going to do or say something that will piss me off.
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