I'm back :)

Ok so I've been a bad (ok really bad) pregnant lady, but I think it was all a way for me to keep my defenses up. I've been trying to not get too attached to the idea of being pregnant with twins, because everytime anything has ever gone well for me in this department it gets taken away. But I am now in my 2nd trimester and, even though I know 12 weeks isn't some magical cut off point after which nothing ever goes wrong, I do feel like it's time to take a deep breath and start enjoying this time.

On the flip side, I don't really feel pregnant. I just feel fat. I have been sick to my stomach and blinded by headaches every day for the last 7 weeks, but I just feel sick and tired. I guess soon I'll start showing and I'll feel more pregnant. It's still amazing though and I am so thankful and happy to be here.

I promise from now on I'll be better at posting updates.